I have noticed things have changed of late.
Some for the good
others not so good
I have changed
for the better
and sometimes not (eyes weren't focussed this past 2 weeks)
I knew this and fought to re-direct my eyes
but then
my mouth got the better of me
What I noticed was 2 ways people responded
Non Christians at work said Woohoo the old Mona is finally back
The one Christian I work with made the comment of
What can I pray for you?
She noticed without me saying a word to her
OUCH!
Talk about thinking if you noticed then Father has really noticed
DOUBLE OUCH!
However regardless of my mouth and thoughts coming to light the two things I felt deep within was
How Much God Loves me
and
How Much I Love God
I know this to be true because He always seems to show me things through music.
I was given a simple yet powerful word
LOVE
as usual I tried to make that word more complicated than what it really was,
getting frustrated instead of sitting back and actually listening for five minutes
I decided heck with it put on some music
and not worship music either
I needed some fun stuff
(I associated secular music with fun)
Fun: contemplating on anything but God
Definition found in Mo's mind
He on the other hand had a different agenda
CD goes in the computer
CD jumps from 1st song to 8th
and well here are the lyrics
Oh and I have listened to this for days contemplating
the two things that never change
His Love for Us/Me
and
Our/My Love for Him
Despite the setbacks in our walk
Love Is My Witnes
Amanda Marshall
I've been thinkin about us
I've been turning it round and round
Even buried my head in the sand of the Holy Land
That claims my name
And I am not a liar
when I say that I LOVE YOU
I just take one look in those ruby eyes
And I see the light
So I raise my hand
Love Is My Witness
And I am guilty for alot of things I've done
But if I'm the holy daughter, you're the Holy Son
And my heart says
Love Is My Witness
Don't run away
Don't let'em plant that seed in ya
Emotions are deeper than the empty stares that Dissaprove
Life is a diamond
At first surrounded by the coal
It takes more than words
More than words to make us whole
So I raise my hand
Love Is My Witness
And I am guilty for alot of things I've done
But if I'm the holy daughter,you're the Holy Son
And my heart says
Love Is My Witness
And If you want to make God laugh,tell Him your plans
Cause that won't take you to the Promise Land
So I raise my hand
Love Is My Witness
And I am guilty for the things I've done
But if I'm the holy daughter,you're the Holy Son
And my heart says
My Heart Says
Love Is My Witness
